Is it worth making your own hard board paint panels?

In the beginning, I used to buy pre-stretched canvas and or canvas panels. Today I make my own paint panels from hard board. I like to make my own gallery paint panels which are 1 5/8" thick and either 18"x24" or 24"x30". I can buy a 2'x4' hard board panel for just a few bucks and the wood for a little over that each. I find that the darker panels work better for me than the light colored ones as the light colored panels have a lot more dust flying around which is a health hazard.

I use 1"x2"x96" clear pine for the backing and edges and cut them to size and then glue them in place with a good wood glue.  It doesn't matter whether you use a butt joint or a miter. I use miters because I've been a carpenter and a wood worker for decades and am used to cutting miters with my power miter saw. To seal everything I'll buy a can of Rustoleum gray matte 2X Painters Touch all purpose spray paint. All in all the entire panel will cost me a fraction of what I would pay otherwise. I can get 2-18"x24" and one 12"x24" panels or 1-18"x24" and 24"x30" panel off one 2'x4' hardboard panel all for under $15.

The spray paint will adhere to just about anything and as long as it's not an oil base paint, I can use acrylic paints over it without having to gesso the entire panel. Acrylic paints also will adhere to just about anything so gesso isn't always necessary. One thing I might advise you on is to follow directions on the spray paint can. For a second coat do it within an hour otherwise you will need to wait 48 hours before applying a second coat. For that matter, I will wait 48 hours before beginning to start my painting to make sure that the paint had dried fully. I have not had issues doing this yet!

gallery art panel from hardboard

back side of gallery art board

front side of gallery panel with face sealed

paints I use to seal my paint panels along with a paint can trigger

I use the paint can trigger mechanism for better control. Some of the paints have so much pressure that getting good control and accuracy is a bit difficult. I don't need to be fighting with spray paint. I have enough problems just using the spray cans so the trigger handle works like a charm and with any other spray paint and sealers. It cost me only a couple of bucks. Using a painters respirator with any spray paint or sealer is a must regardless where you spray. I spray in a well ventilated garage and keep the door wide open. Even then there is always spray mist flying around not to forget about the strong odors. The mask keeps my lungs free and clear of any deadly mist from spray paints.

Here are a few paintings I did on my home made gallery hardboard paint panels using acrylic paints over Rustoleum Painters Touch all purpose 2X paints with no gesso.

painting I did on a home made paint panel

a painting on a 18"x24" gallery home made panel

another painting on a home made panel

an acrylic painting on a gallery home made art panel

Canson® XL® Oil & Acrylic paper review

Canson^® XL^® Acrylic features a bleed proof, canvas like textured paper that is ready to use with oil or acrylic without the need of priming or preparation and it's my favorite paper to use. There is only a minimum of curling on the edges and is easily straightened out The weight is 136Lbs for both the 9x12" and the 11x14". One side has more texture than the other. Either side can be painted on. There are 24 sheets in both pads. I paid just under $10 for 9x12" and $12 for the 11x14" at my local Walmart.

I can easily recommend either sizes of this paper as there is no prep involved and I can use either oil or acrylic paints or both as in wet on wet technique. The paper will stay sturdy throughout my painting and don't have to worry about warping

Here are some paintings I did on the Canson XL Oil & Acrylic paper. They are all painted with Apple Barrel acrylic paints by Plaid.

male and female cardinals

male cardinal

chipmunk

squirrel looking out of a hole in a wall

my backyard squirrel sitting on a fence

sunlight between rocks

tall ship inundated by a huge wave

tall ship getting hit by a huge wave

Bristle Magic-my review

If you’re like me, an artist, who is sensitive to strong odors or just want to get away from the toxic chemicals used as paint brush cleaners, finding a fairly inexpensive none toxic no odor brush cleaner is a challenge. Since my health, after using so called no odor yet toxic brush cleaners, declined rapidly, it became a priority to make my studio non toxic. In doing so, the first thing on the agenda was replacing the toxic brush cleaner ( Odorless Turpenoid) with something less hazardous to my health. If you go thru what I have gone thru for the last several months, it would be your priority as well. I have to say that it’s been hell.

After getting rid of the toxic brush cleaner, I’ve relied on either walnut oil or olive oil to keep my brushes clean. Walnut oil, a friend to oil paints and a great medium, has done a fantastic job, unfortunately it’s getting harder to find at grocery stores. If you use walnut oil on your brushes, don't let them sit around too long without washing them first with soap and water to get rid of the oil. The brushes will harden as the walnut oil dries. Yeah, I could  order some Turpenoid natural at double the cost of walnut oil... not. My other alternative has been olive oil. It’s dirt cheap and I find it around three bucks for a sixteen once bottle at Aldi’s. Olive oil does great job in cleaning brushes. The problem with it is that, like with Turpenoid natural, you need to remove all traces of it from the brush using soap and water. Unfortunately, all brushes don’t take to water kindly. Take Bob Ross brushes, made from hog bristles for example, once introduced to water the bristle begin to flare. They can be brought back to normal however, with a lot of work and plenty of time.

In my search for the perfect, affordable non toxic brush cleaner, I came across Bristle Magic. Bristle Magic is a paint brush cleaner and re-conditioner. It’s biodegradable, non-toxic, non-flammable and supposedly no fumes. Notice that I didn’t mention no-odor. Neither did the bottle. I had some questions regarding the stuff so I contacted the maker via their web site, even got a confirmation of them receiving it and a statement that they will contact me shortly. Never heard from them. It was up to me to locate someone that sold the stuff. I finally found a couple of sites that carried it.  A thirty two ounce bottle cost me about twenty three bucks which includes delivery cost. But don’t go out and order some for yourself quite yet. Keep reading and the decide if this is for you. This is my initial accounts of using Bristle Magic for the first time and is more of a first impression of the stuff. Your experience may differ from mine considering I’ve had to go thru de-tox for several weeks and still have some issues from using toxic brush cleaners and paints.

The first thing I did after opening the bottle, was to sniff it. Hmm, an odor and it was a familiar one, but just couldn’t place it. I poured enough into my brush cleaning system to cover the screen at the bottom. It also stated that you have to clean the brushes with soap and water after washing them in Bristle Magic. I already had my other cleaning systems ready to go. My paint palette had plenty of dried out oil paint from a painting I did a few days ago so the first thing I needed to do was to clean my glass paint palette. I took a brush, wet it in the solution and brushed it on to the dried out paints. I let it soak for about five minutes or so, took a wad of paper towels and began wiping. Not much was happening so I decided to scrape it using my knife.

It took me about fifteen minutes to clean my paint palette, about the same time as it would using walnut oil in the same manner. Okay so cleaning the palette was nothing to write home about and wasn’t any easier with this stuff. Maybe, it really worked wonders on brushes, after all the bottle says, “artists love this stuff”. The viscosity of this brush cleaner was about the same as the toxic cleaners so the paint should settle to the bottom rather than staying suspended as with walnut or olive oil. Both are much more viscous but eventually, the solids do settle to the bottom of my system. I placed some oil paints as usual on my glass palette and began painting using large brushes, as in wet on wet technique. However, I don’t use Bob Ross brushes except for the liner brush so swishing them In water won’t cause them harm.

After painting, I had a few brushes loaded with paint, wiped the excess on a paper towel and began washing them in Bristle Magic. I have to admit that it did a nice job cleaning my brushes although I had to wash them several times before they were totally clean, Walnut and olive oils did it much quicker in my opinion and I didn’t have to wash my brushes several times. By the time I got to my last large brush, the smell of this stuff was really starting to get to me. I started feeling nauseous and a head ache was coming on, perhaps a migraine, so I thought. It just turned out to be a head ache caused by the nasty smell of the stuff. The maker says that it smells like oil but to me it was something else. After a while, it came to me where I had smelled that odor in the past. Car wax has the same smell except you’re out doors and really don’t notice it. I took a whiff of some car wax I had laying around. The car wax was a little weaker as it was pretty old but had the similar smell. I had another recall of the same smell a few minutes later, so I began searching for the source. I found the old reliable Kiwi black shoe polish and opened it up and took a whiff. There it was, the same exact smell but Bristle Magic was much, much stronger. Low VOC is claimed on the bottle however voc‘s never the less. For some, any amount of voc’s can be harmful. Here are a couple of links. Find out for yourself.

http://cdn.dickblick.com/msds/DBH_05733XXXX.pdf

https://www.epa.gov/indoor-air-quality-iaq/volatile-organic-compounds-impact-indoor-air-quality

Well there went twenty three bucks down the drain as I’m sticking with my walnut or olive oils. They’re cheaper, no odor, non toxic and walnut oil can be used as a medium.

In all fairness to the company, I did have a good experience using the stuff. Forgetting to clean a 2" brush filled with colored gesso, the next morning I found it hard as a rock. I didn't want to just throw it away as it would have been a waste of money and a waste of a decent brush, so I thought I'd give Bristle Magic a try. I let it soak over night,then washed it. To my surprise my brush was like new. All that dried out clumped paint was gone. It actually did what it was supposed to on acrylic paints and gesso.

I found another 1½" brush that had some dried out oil paint by the ferule making my brush a bit stiffer than usual. Once again I let it soak over night and washed it with soap and water to remove the Bristle Magic. Sure enough, my brush was like new once again. Bristle Magic works like it's supposed to. Too bad it smells so damn awful!

Read my review on Turpenoid Natural next

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Can I use the wet on wet technique with acrylic paints?

It’s a question that I’ve seen on the internet hundreds of times and yet no one has really explained their answer fully. I’ve seen plenty of no’s without any hope for a maybe. So just hold on to your horses and don’t give up quite yet.

Before I get into my discoveries on this matter I want to say that these are my personal findings after painting a lot of paintings. They have been found by trial and error. I paint daily about eight hours and often paint several paintings a day. I use both mediums, acrylics and oils and often times mix them. Yes the oils are over the acrylics after they have fully dried. I use acrylics for backgrounds cutting down on the toxicity levels not only in the brush cleaners but heavy metals such as cadmium, onyx oxide and cobalt among others in oil paints. So take this for what it’s worth. Read it all and then decide if you want to tackle this.

Using a wet canvas as with wet on wet oil painting where liquid white or liquid clear is used, there is nothing with acrylics to slow down the drying process in the same manner except for something like Liquitex Slo-Dri Blending Medium which is a retardant. But, it doesn’t quite  work the same way as the liquid/magic white or the liquid/magic clear. Trying to do the same technique as with oils is definitely a challenge.

Okay you made it this far, good for you! Keep going, don’t give up yet!

Perhaps if we changed the question slightly to “can we use an alternate method to wet on wet with acrylics?” then the answer would be yes. Let me explain a bit further. I think that the first thing to take a look at is why Bill Alexander re-introduce an old oil painting method and renamed it? His idea was to be able to finish a painting in one sitting as with acrylics, in many a case and be able to come back to it and make a few adjustments the next day if necessary. In traditional oil painting, before adding layers one needs to allow the paint to dry otherwise as Bob Ross states many a time, you will become a mud mixer. Bob Ross simply took it to another level and made it possible for the non artist to learn to paint without studying half your life.

When I first started painting I was using acrylics, painting abstracts. I got bored with it and wanted to do landscapes. I found Bill Alexander’s videos on You Tube and felt that this was the way to go. I didn’t feel comfortable with purchasing expensive oil paints, new brushes, easel and toxic brush cleaners so I wanted to stick to acrylic paints. So my challenge became, how was I going to adapt this method to acrylic paints? I wasn’t an artist, I was a professional jazz musician and a remodeler so challenges weren’t new to me. Whenever someone tells me that I can’t do something a certain way, it becomes a challenge and in most cases I find a way or an alternative with same or similar results.

Once I understood the properties of the oil paints and acrylics and how they work, I realized that instead of trying to keep my canvas wet, allowing them to dry before applying a new layer was the answer. Sometimes the drying process took too long so I helped it along using a blow dryer. I learned that using large brushes anywhere from one inch to four was still possible as with the wet on wet technique. I can paint the canvas or canvas board black or any other color I want to get a nice overall effect. As long as I use a transparent paint over the first coating, the color shows through. With transparent colors, I can add white to it as with wet on wet for a cool effect, but I have to be very quick as I have only about thirty seconds or less before it starts drying.

The problem with opaque acrylic paints in trying to add layers before they dry is, you become a mud mixer. The paints aren’t thick enough, even if you buy the professional ones that state heavy body. My solution to that was to add a thickening agent with the  paint such as a molding paste medium or similar to create texture. Acrylic paints dry flat and don’t show the brush marks as in oils, so in highlighted areas, I wanted to have texture which was done by adding a lot of medium to it, making the paint very thick. In this case instead of thinking that thin paint sticks to thick as with oils, the opposite became true using acrylics, as long as the paint underneath was dry.

There was only a little texture in this and brush strokes still didn’t show through. At least I can see the bumps created by the thicker paint which stick out adding a little depth. I could have tried just using the white molding paste first dabbing it with a small brush or knife, letting it dry and then adding my color to it, but I felt that it was just too much work involved and wasn‘t part of my experiment in using large brushes. You can try this yourself if you like.

I ended up painting about sixty acrylic paintings using large brushes before switching to oils. I also use numbers 2,4,8 fan brushes, 8,12 filberts, a number 0 liner brush and a plastic and metal paint knives. Some came out quite well while some didn’t. People loved them and asked to have them. I was flattered that someone would actually be proud to hang my artwork in their living or family room. Some have them in their bedrooms and hall ways. After switching over to oils to see how they work out, I find the wet on wet technique much easier and less challenging than with acrylics. With acrylics, you have to think and plan each move before applying the next layer although it is much easier fixing a mistake or a happy accident than it is with oils. The look of acrylic paintings isn’t the same as with oils and can be spotted easily enough as it has a lot to do with the brush stroke visibility in oils.

I still enjoy painting, using the large brushes with acrylics and every so often come back to them just for the challenge. I learned quite a bit learning the process with acrylics before getting involved with oils. I feel that it was a stepping stone to what I paint today and that includes portraits, birds, animals and still my favorite landscapes. Painting with acrylics especially using large brushes, takes much longer to finish than with oils. I painted a 9”x12” landscape the other day, which took me all day and started an 18”x24” landscape yesterday and just finished it today, late afternoon. Normally, I would have completed both of these paintings in about an hour using oils.

I would suggest giving large brushes a chance with acrylic painting for an alternative to the wet on wet. Just remember that each layer must dry completely before adding a new one otherwise you will become a mud mixer. Using large brushes in the same manner as with wet on wet is a bit more challenging and perhaps even frustrating for some in the beginning. I find it a thinking game and have fun just trying to figure out how to adapt a certain stroke used in wet on wet to acrylics. There’s no one out there to show me how to make it easier so it’s up to me to figure out the solution. The feeling is much greater after finishing a painting with acrylics than with oils because I had to figure out each step by myself. No copying here.

Here are a few of my earlier acrylic paintings using large brushes.

winter scene

hidden stream

learning from Bill Alexander

Black River

Black River

water falls at dawn

If you are still adamant and want to use the wet on wet technique using acrylics, you may want to try the Atelier interactive paints. Atelier Interactive is the only brand that can be used for controlled wet blending as well as standard techniques. Here's a link for their website http://atelieracrylic.com/products/atelier-interactive/ there are a few videos there as well,

8 essential things I’ve learned about the wet on wet technique no one tells you about.

I paint seven to eight hours a day, seven days a week and have been doing this for several months now. I am totally hooked on painting and like I was as musician, now I eat sleep and shit art.  Art can be even more expensive, as it already is, especially if you listen to other people’s advice who really haven‘t tried it themselves. It’s always easy to give advice but another to live by it.

As I muddle through this learning process in the art world, I’m finding out that many of the so called artists have no clue as to what they are talking about especially when it comes to the wet on wet technique or non toxic brush cleaning..  I’m retired and don’t have money to burn on expensive supplies suggested by someone who is just yapping at the mouth to sound important. Prices on painting supplies are inflated so that the sellers can play games with so called sales. Take a good look at some of these web sites selling art supplies and compare them with a few others. Have you noticed that the msrp (manufacturer suggested retail price) for the exact same thing varies from one site to the next? If those are actual suggested prices by the same manufacturer, then why are they all so different from each other? Those are all inflated prices making you think that the price they are offering is a good deal. Don’t believe it. It’s probably not even close to being what the item(s) are really worth or the actual msrp.

As for me, I’m going to find the least expensive route to enjoy painting. I’m not looking to make this thing my future nor am I going to go to school to major in art. I probably don’t have many years left of life so I’m going to enjoy the time what I have left thru art.

So, what have I learned after 125+ wet on wet paintings within ten months?

1. Don’t let anyone tell you what to paint or how to paint. Art is art no matter if it’s done with a sprayer, finger, knife, little brush or a big brush. Whether you paint cartoons, real life, portraits, animals, plants etc. makes no difference. You are the artist and as one have the license to paint whatever you want and whatever way you see fit on that piece of canvas.

I remember as a little boy in first grade, the teacher told us that we couldn’t listen to jazz. It wasn’t real music. I turned out to be a professional jazz musician for five decades.

2. Art is very personal and you are going to always have critics no matter how well or what style you paint. I’ve known other artists criticizing others in their style or the subject matter. Just like above with jazz, many will tell you that the wet on wet technique isn’t real art. The hell with them. It’s quite obvious to me that they do this to compensate for their own inadequacies in art. It’s an ego thing.

3. One does not need Bill Alexander or Bob Ross brushes to do the paintings.
There are 2 that I can’t do without and that is the no.6 Bob Ross fan brush. I haven’t been able to find anything comparable to it yet. Same goes for the script liner brush. All of the other brushes; round, filbert, 1”,2” and 21/2”, I’ve been able to find elsewhere and have no problems with them. The 1”,2” and 21/2” are bought from the local home improvement store’s paint department. They are simply stain and varnish sash/trim brushes and a hell of a lot less costly.

It has also been said that one can’t use synthetic brushes for this type of painting. Bull crap, I use polyester brushes along with my China bristle blend brushes successfully using non toxic cleaners.

4. When purchasing pre stretched canvases, why do I need double or triple primed ones or the intermediate level ones which cost two to three times more? If I’m just practicing the art form for the sake of learning and improving my strokes etc, it doesn’t make sense to spend all of that money on something that may be thrown out or burned later. Canvas panels work just fine even for the wet on wet technique. I make my own hard board paint panels for a little over a buck off a 24"x48" panel which costs about $3.79. And no let me repeat that...NO liquid white or liquid clear will not soak up into the cardboard. I've done a few tests and found both to be wet even after 72 hrs.

5. One does not need to paint the stretched canvas or hard-boards black using black gesso. If you are practicing the wet on wet technique why spend a lot of money on gesso when black acrylic paint will do the job. One 8 oz/236ml bottle of Apple Barrel black matte acrylic paint cost me $2.50 and the same size bottle of black gesso cost me about $12.50. In the earlier days of Bob Ross he used acrylic paint. You can also use acrylic white and gray paints for the background. I’ve never had a problem with liquid white or liquid clear drying up during a session.

I started using colored acrylic paints for some of my backgrounds, sky, hills, trees etc and use the oils for the fore ground and special effects minimizing some of the hazards. It works fine, just allow the acrylic paint to dry fully.Here a link to better understand about acrylics under oils: http://www.winsornewton.com/na/discover/tips-and-techniques/acrylic-colour/acrylics-as-underpainting-layers-us. I use a hair drier to speed up the process. Sometimes I’ll use liquid clear and sometimes nothing but transparent paint over the acrylics followed by liquid white to bring out the color. Remember that wet on wet is simply layering paints.

I first learned of the wet on wet concept using acrylic paints. In painting with acrylics it is much the same except you allow the paint to dry first. It’s okay. You can still get similar results. They won’t be identical because it’s a different medium but you can still use large brushes as with oils. Sometimes I mixed Slo-Dri blending medium into my acrylic paints to keep it wet and then placing another layer on top. It’s all about the brushes, knives and layers.

6. They will tell you that once you do wet on wet painting that you can’t improve yourself as an artist. FALSE! The wet on wet got me interested in painting and today I paint animals, birds and do portraits in addition to the wet on wet technique. I’ll even add animals and birds to my wet on wet paintings. I’ve never had a lesson.

7, Toxic brush cleaners such as odorless paint thinners, odorless mineral spirits, Turpenoid etc, has the potential of killing you or at the least creating some serious health issues. If it says to use in a well ventilated area, it’s toxic!

After about four months of painting and washing my brushes in odorless Turpenoid, daily, I began having some serious health problems not only respiratory but neurological ones. Currently I’m going through a detox program and my lungs are clearing up. I’m still having some neurological issues and I hope that will resolve itself in time.

They say that the paints aren’t toxic but some contain hazardous materials such as cadmium, cobalt,zinc oxide etc.which if touched by bare skin can go directly into your blood stream as in my case. I now wear vinyl gloves while painting. As the paints dry, they emit a strong odor which for me also helped create these serious health issues. I now place my wet completed art piece into a separate room for a few days to harden.

Many an artist, won’t have any issues using toxic brush cleaners/mediums and paints but there are many of us that will. Do what’s necessary so you won’t have similar issues I’m going through. They have been rough times which also have had an impact on my mental health. I’m thinking about changing my oils to the water mixable ones or walnut based instead of linseed oil but I first need to compare the overall costs. The other possibility is to use more acrylic paints and use oils for special effects and only for the fore front. We’ll see what transpires once I’m fully detoxed. In the mean time I’m back to using acrylics for now getting the paintings ready for oils since I already have plenty of heavy body acrylic paints.

8. Don't believe half of the advice given on the internet. Most of it is unfounded lacking credibility. There is plenty of advice out there for cleaning brushes using non toxic methods. I’ve tried several. Apparently those who gives this advice have never tried them or perhaps use them on small brushes. It’s easy just to throw out some b.s advice without testing it first. A buddy of mine, not an artist suggested I use canola oil.

The viscous oils I’ve tried do not work well with large brushes used for the wet on wet technique. I found myself spending a lot more time cleaning brushes than painting. There was one which used; one part vegetable oil, one part dish washing detergent and two parts of water/ shake well. Worked fine for small brushes, not for large especially where one uses a lot of paint and fills the brush fully as in wet on wet. This method also ruined my expensive Bob Ross brushes rendering them useless. I had some one and two inch BR brushes which I received in a kit for last Christmas.

Walnut oil worked very well, is oil paint friendly and can be used as a medium, but a small 16oz bottle can be pretty costly even from the supermarket. It‘s a bit too viscous. I find that the paint is mostly suspended up at the top of my cleaning bucket and is good for only a few paintings. It is reusable after the muck settles to the bottom after several days of non use. In the meantime, a new clean batch is needed. I will have to try to tweak this idea a bit more in the future.

I tried mineral oil, the stuff baby oil is made from. I picked up a 16oz bottle for only $1.88 at Walmart in the drug department. It’s used as a laxative. Once again it works fine for small brushes but not for large. Making sure that all of the oil is removed from the brushes is critical since mineral oil does not dry leaving your canvas tacky.

Next, I tried olive oil, which did a real nice job cleaning the brushes. I purchased a 16oz bottle at Aldi’s for a little over $3 but olive oil won’t dry either and you need to remove any trace of it off the brushes with soap and water.

Someone had mentioned Murphy’s Oil soap. It was inexpensive enough, non toxic and about $3 for 16oz. It’s fairly viscous and needs to be cut with water so I used two to one ratio, meaning two parts of water to one part of oil soap. Worked great for small brushes. It worked okay for larger brushes but not quite there yet. I had an idea to try the olive oil first followed by a bath in Murphy’s Oil soap and a final wash in clear warm water to remove any residue from both. I even dried my brushes on a paper towel after beating it dry on my brush beater. It worked just as well as the Turpenoid without the toxicity or the cost, but with just a few extra washes. For just a brush cleaner, I like it. Yeah I know, you’re thinking, why doesn’t he try Turpenoid Natural, right? The cost of the stuff is outrages, overpriced and inflated, no way in hell. Besides you still have to wash your brushes in water and it won’t go that far hence you are making Weber rich.

Safflower oil needs to be mixed half and half with linseed oil for it to work well. But the non boiled linseed oil is way too expensive. The boiled linseed oil will yellow your painting after a while if there is any residue.

Sunflower oil is also a possibility which I haven’t tried yet. The cost is up there with walnut oil. I may give it a try in the near future and will post my findings after I do.

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over a hundred paintings in nine months

A little over nine months and almost 1,800 hours later I still find this painting thing obsessive. I suppose that it’s no different from any of the other ventures I’ve taken on in the past. Everything I do and have done, I do it with passion. It’s a good thing I’m fully retired now and have plenty of time to devote to art. It’s also a good thing my wife is not against me spending so much time painting. She painted when young and perhaps sees some talent in me and does not mind.  Artists are a dime a dozen but like in music good musicians are far and in between. I’m not talking about bands per se but individuals. Most just aren’t dedicated enough and willing to sacrifice their time to become great.

Beginner artists like wanna be musicians get tired of lack of recognition and creativity and oftentimes end up quitting because they haven’t really learned anything new to add to their repertoire. Bob Ross videos can only take you so far if that’s all you want to do, don’t really pay attention to his ramblings and won‘t take it to the next level. I learn something new with each painting and use it in the next. I just finished my 106th painting. The last ten have been portraits. In doing portraits I find toddlers and the elderly the most challenging. I just finished a painting of an elderly woman which took me over three weeks and four re do’s before getting her to look like herself. A toddler, I did as my first, took me almost three weeks, but the second one only a week while the third, a day. I’m thinking that it’s the learning curve and expect the next elderly portrait to go a lot smoother. Portraits in between the two ,have all gone fairly smooth and finished them within a few days, a week at the most.

I started watching the old Bob Ross videos on You Tube again, not that I want to copy his stuff but, to learn something new. If you actually pay close attention, somewhere in between his ramblings, he teaches something. Each time I watch his videos, I pick up something new and apply it to what ever I might be doing. I’ve watched about forty something of his videos thus far. Other artists say that you can’t use his technique in other styles. No, you may not be able to use a two inch brush to create a portrait on a standard size canvas, but you sure as hell can use the liquid clear, liquid white or liquid black in there the same way. I even use black acrylic gesso and then paint the skin area of the portrait a khaki or lite mocha color followed by liquid clear after the pour on type matte finish, acrylic paint is totally dry. It’s a little more prep involved but the results are outstanding. I love the black canvas effect. Using the fan brush to create the look of hair goes a long way in making it look realistic.

Sure I could go out and take some lessons, but I think that would only stifle my creativity. There are way too many rules to remember and guidelines to follow. Nope not me, can’t learn that way. Like in music, fishing and other ventures, I just get out and do it although I was formally trained as a musician ,which, I had to just forget to become creative.

oil painting with aurora borealis

another oil painting with aurora borealis

yet another oil painting with aurora borealis

oil painting of a toddler

another oil painting of a toddler

yet another oil painting of a toddler

an oil painting of a 70 yr old friend on black canvas taking it off a photo. It was an experiment with facial color tones

an oil painting of a nephew on black canvas

an oil painting of an elderly neighbor woman on black canvas. I was experimenting with shadows

All of the above were painted on black canvas. I used a black acrylic gesso to make a white canvas black. Sometimes I had to use a white gesso followed by black acrylic paint. The problem with just mixing black paint with the white gesso is that often times as I use a pour on acrylic black paint, the mix becomes clumpy before I can get it on the canvas as the area I paint in is very dry and acrylic paints dry extra fast. Yes, I've only been painting for 37 weeks.

Okay so let me be perfectly clear

I'm a big believer in that everyone has some forms of hidden talent. The capability to do anything we set out minds to is there, just look for it. Some of us need a little more nurturing while for others, things just come out of no where. For me, it's finding an energy force to draw from that gives me the creativity whether musical, wood working, remodeling or my new found artistic abilities. I've never really painted anything on canvas before nor have I had any form of training. One day, I just decided to see how it might come out.

The last time I did any painting as an art-form was back in grade school. I am not an artist and the painting below was done merely as an experiment for kicks to see what might transpire. I've often wondered what I could do if anything using a paintbrush on canvas. I may pursue this a little more or not. This picture won't give you the effect of what I was striving for. That can be only seen and felt from viewing the actual piece of art or piece of crap. What ever you decide it might be.

Often times we are unable to discover hidden talents simply because we are too busy with out structured lives that society has created. Being on the run to get somewhere or to do something else has become our main focus in life. We don't have enough time to just relax and explore what's available deep inside. Let's face it most lack diversity in their lives.

Ah the old saying " multi talented but master of none ", is the biggest crock of shit I've seen. I've mastered keyboards years ago, recently the guitar and now I'm working towards the goal on flugelhorn. I've found hidden talents that I've begun to explore just in the last couple of years and I'm pushing 66. You might say to yourself, well he's a natural and a talented individual and things just come out easily. Fact is, I suffer from A.D.D. caused by the many concussions I had as a kid. I simply have it under control. Fact, I've always struggled and had to work twice as hard to get anything done. Concentrating on any task at hand has been extremely difficult. Practicing my music and trying to remember anything new, well sometimes it just ain't happenin'.

You too have hidden talents. Take some time out and find them. Find your energy source and discover your hidden self. Energy sources could be a special room or even an object that touches you. An energy source is something that makes you feel good and yet different from normal. It may just inspire you to try something totally different. No I'm not talking about weed or drugs! If it doesn't work out the first time don't worry about it. Have fun with it. My first wood working project was a joke but it developed as I went along. I learned from each one and everyone of the projects got better than the last.

Should I pursue this art thing more, I expect it too to develop more with each new painting.

me holding a painting I created

I call it "A Windy Day by the Shore"